Immortal
04-03-2001, 11:59 PM
originally posted: 11/18/00 9:45 AM
title UNTITLED [reclamation] author zds date 11.18.00
don't know who's doing the beatings
just almost sure i'm already dead
forced to live these lives unconscious
starving for what'll never be said
i try to be your savior, the simplest of men
i can try forever and not get anywhere
i've tried the best i can.
so i'll write this for you, and let it be there
all alone i'll go, full of despair
too tough to pull ahead when you're twitching behind
i'll find comfort in what never shall be mine.
killing a dream, a stubborn pitied fool
exaggerate to the ends, use me as your tool
for reclamation, procrastination
many times too many.
so i'll write this to you, let it be fuckin' known
that i'm no longer yours, and you can take back your throne
i don't want you around, i don't want your face
you can have it all back, because i reject the sour taste
the fortune i've been handed didn't come from you or any of yours
it's a choice that i've made, kicking down locked doors
i didn't take handouts, did this shit by myself
and all you could do was help my heart melt
i just wanted to hold you, touch you, smell you
i just wanted to see
i just wanted to know you, be you, ...
i just wanted you to be free.
so i'll write this to you, and attached is "GOODBYE"
maybe see you again,.. til then, go ahead and live your lie.
title UNTITLED [reclamation] author zds date 11.18.00
don't know who's doing the beatings
just almost sure i'm already dead
forced to live these lives unconscious
starving for what'll never be said
i try to be your savior, the simplest of men
i can try forever and not get anywhere
i've tried the best i can.
so i'll write this for you, and let it be there
all alone i'll go, full of despair
too tough to pull ahead when you're twitching behind
i'll find comfort in what never shall be mine.
killing a dream, a stubborn pitied fool
exaggerate to the ends, use me as your tool
for reclamation, procrastination
many times too many.
so i'll write this to you, let it be fuckin' known
that i'm no longer yours, and you can take back your throne
i don't want you around, i don't want your face
you can have it all back, because i reject the sour taste
the fortune i've been handed didn't come from you or any of yours
it's a choice that i've made, kicking down locked doors
i didn't take handouts, did this shit by myself
and all you could do was help my heart melt
i just wanted to hold you, touch you, smell you
i just wanted to see
i just wanted to know you, be you, ...
i just wanted you to be free.
so i'll write this to you, and attached is "GOODBYE"
maybe see you again,.. til then, go ahead and live your lie.