i don't mean to be monopolizing the board,.. i just seem to have lots to say tonight

[Immortal]

"hold on to the thread..."

it's like i had life set - beautiful girl, beautiful roads to travel. and then i was shipped off to war, and everything changed while i was away. i return home to find that she's begun to love another, and i'm just sort of left as the third man out. bad analogies always seem to work best in these types of situations.
to put it into perspective... it's sort of like "black" and "i got shit" mixed into one. other than that, i don't know how to say it.
i love her with all of my heart... as anyone who reads my crap could see.. but sometimes things don't work out as planned, i guess... and if the only real thing my pitiful life has ever known sees us better as ,..... friends... than i guess it's friends we shall be. friends is better than nothing, right? and who knows. one day, maybe the tides shall change.

[layla]

tides do change...and most often not in the way you anticipated...in ways you hadn't even considered...imagined.
currents will shift...

"I want to live, I want to give." ~Neil Young

[brokenarrow]

sometimes when faced with love as this....it dawns on us that this person....this soul who has filled our very being with their existence....is in fact, not the right person for us...
the soulmate that's meant to be.

Your soulmate will feel the same love for you that you feel for her.....it will be reciprocal, balanced....nourishing and compassionate.
I just know there is someone out there for you too Immortal....it takes time, and patience....it takes seeing with our eyes and hearts open....
love, broken>

ps.....you can monopolise the board as much as you need to! No one here will mind..../images/smile.gif

and another thing young man....don't be calling what you write 'Crap' ok? Otherwise I'm gonna have to seek you out and kick your ass!
heh....heh..../images/wink.gif/images/wink.gif
that's all you need huh?