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Immortal
11-26-2000, 09:13 PM
::ON U [beautiful colors]::11.26.00::

my mind works in mysterious ways
i discovered then uncovered now i'm suffering for days
loving and leaving then loving again
i stopped so long, but now am ready to rebegin
gotta get away from myself, become who you are
starve for some attention [like that'll get me far]
meloncholy fragrances, i smell you where i go
knowing almost nowhere, the past is what i know
living among, living inside
the hole that i've dug, so fuckin' warm inside..
"happiness is a warm gun" somebody famous one spelled out
now i'm stuck reading passages writing what that line's about
on you, i'm on something
a drug like no other
you're you, like narcotics
beautiful colors & worlds to discover.
my life works in mysterious ways
just when i think i'm missing, i find it anyway
a hat for a friend, a coat for an enemy
hatred and coldness, all this means shit to me
going away from you, now coming back in
stating gently quiet, "i'm bleeding within"
now you care, now i do as well
fall faster stupid rushing, [...]
drunk off the wine, cheese on my shelf
gotta get away, away the fuck from myself.
on you, i'm on something
a drug like no other
you're you, like narcotics
beautiful colors & worlds to discover.

-zds-

EdHead
11-27-2000, 09:39 AM
Thanks:)

Immortal
11-27-2000, 01:07 PM
each night i write a post before i go to sleep...every day i come home to one response....it's kind of soothing, i suppose.. such a monotonous time... but that's what this board is all about, in a way...taking it easy, taking it slow..thanks for reading, edhead..and everyone else as well...
i have so much confusion built up inside of me..so much love that cannot be expressed..a sad hand that life has dealt me up to this point [with all matters concerning love, that is]...but nevermind

jennie10
11-27-2000, 02:33 PM
I read everything you say. I'm not good with words. I can think of a lot of them, but I can't put them in order to where they make any sense/images/crazy.gif
/images/smile.gifThanks for writing your words/images/smile.gif

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