i hate everyone [Archive]

_om_

09-07-2001, 04:01 PM

this has become too symbolic for you both. Those are underscores and parentheses.
Do you actually have any words in your defense?
Are you disillusioned by life that you need to make various posts talking about how bored you are, or spill your guts onto the internet hoping that you will get much-"needed" attention?
Do you understand that this medium is a bandaid for your waning social life?

om1

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 04:02 PM

can i call you Kevin now?

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

_om_

09-07-2001, 04:05 PM

no, I prefer to remain on the outside of your tight "I too have met sandi" club.

om1

_om_

09-07-2001, 04:07 PM

why are you hating on retarded people?
is there something wrong with you?

om1

csmooth24

09-07-2001, 04:11 PM

my social life isn't waning at all...to be honest, its very eventful...

my work life on the other hand could use something else...right now this is it...

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"i never drink unless i am alone or with someone"

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 04:11 PM

oh but you are already well within my grasp since i am the one you chat with most often AND you have heard my voice. it's too late, yer mine.

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

_om_

09-07-2001, 04:13 PM

being that i use AOL IM o% of the time in my life, chatting "most" with you isn't a whole lot.
sandi, please get a grip.
your sense of self importance baffles me.

om1

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 04:16 PM

hmmmm aren't you the one who just said "who is more interesting than yerself?"

My self importance baffles me too, but that's okay. I'm getting used to it.

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

_om_

09-07-2001, 04:18 PM

no one, but you overestimate yourself.. all the time.
the world revolves around the sun, not the sandi.

om1

csmooth24

09-07-2001, 04:21 PM

i thought it revolved around me...

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"i never drink unless i am alone or with someone"

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 04:23 PM

one can never overestimate themself enough!
hello, sunshine? can you turn it down a little? it's a bit warm.... thanks.

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

csmooth24

09-07-2001, 04:27 PM

thats ok...me too...

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"i never drink unless i am alone or with someone"

_om_

09-07-2001, 04:27 PM

your definition of abusers consist of people who shed a new light or perspective on what you type here. people who don't fit into your nice neat category of acceptable behavior. No one should hate on your community or the wrath of sandi spews forth.
if there is no room for a paradigm shift, then how can you possibly be DESERVEDLY self absorbed.
this is what I don't understand.

om1

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 04:35 PM

i don't remember defining abusers? hmmmmm. damn this short term memory loss.

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

margaret ann

09-07-2001, 04:35 PM

You can't do that on television!...i absolutely adorded that show...i wish Nick would start showing those reruns again...or maybe they do...i don't know /images/smile.gif /images/laugh.gif

...i was going to say something about *this* post but i thought it would be more fun to ramble on about some pointless, mindless 80's television show...

ProfessorFrink

09-07-2001, 04:39 PM

this seriously has my vote for thread of the year.

"My classmates would copulate with anything that moved, but I never saw any reason to limit myself."

ProfessorFrink

09-07-2001, 04:41 PM

I'll have to say that the Killer Kigcat thread is near the top, but this one has managed to make me feel all fuzzy inside. it's not often that I can say that.

"My classmates would copulate with anything that moved, but I never saw any reason to limit myself."

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 04:44 PM

if not thread of the year, it certainly qualifies for fastest moving.

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

csmooth24

09-07-2001, 04:45 PM

that might be the schnapps...not the post... /images/tongue.gif...i feel fuzzy too...hhmmmmm...maybe it is the post...

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"i never drink unless i am alone or with someone"

NuclearTreeFrog

09-07-2001, 04:59 PM

Life in general is meaningless, everything is meaningless. So everything has equal meaning.

"If I could only show you how I feel
Then you wouldnt bother me"

Phil

09-07-2001, 06:50 PM

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PHIL's SIGNATURE CONTEST: 500 dollar prize for best sig suggestion -see bio for details.

reallygroovN

09-07-2001, 07:47 PM

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because i AM a nice person...i deleted what i originally wrote cause i got back from dinner and saw it was really mean. sorry om, sorry thomas, sorry everyone who read it *sigh*....

can we all just be nice, whether it means anything or not, whether it is real or not.....its just as difficult to be nice as it is to be nasty, so why not just be nice, huh?

if you dont like something, dont read it, ignore it, go away and take a *vacation* if you need to, go for a run, walk the dog, get something to eat, just chill....if you are hurting, then talk to a friend, or your therapist, or your priest......but dont take it out on the rest of us.

now, can we all just take a really deep breath and turn that frown upside down?

TmasH

09-07-2001, 08:17 PM

jesus. what brought this hatefull thread on? wierd.

09-07-2001, 10:09 PM

om i know what you're talking about

if i was to have a true friend with real conviction - i would want it to be you

trash me if you must, but sometimes you rock

peacefulness

09-07-2001, 10:21 PM

Gee, om. Who pissed in YOUR Cheerios this morning?

I mean, sheesh. I leave for a day and people get all upset. I don't even know what over. I think I must have missed it.

~Melanie

Can't get to Heaven in your Sunday best; the night before they were calling it your cocktail dress.

13throwcenter

09-07-2001, 10:23 PM

om pissed in her own cheerios this morning, as per usual /images/laugh.gif

“Boulie never really leaves... he just passes out for awhile.”~ Phil, 31 July 2001

ProfessorFrink

09-07-2001, 11:11 PM

there's nothing wrong with a little catharsis every once in a while. it's healthy.

"You're not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on."

_om_

09-08-2001, 12:27 AM

fuck off.
don't you have a "convergence" to plan.

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 12:35 AM

he's not king shit. please stop making unfounded comparisons.

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 12:37 AM

its more than implied in every fucking post you make.

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 12:52 AM

no, I don't rock. if you knew me in real life, you'd want to murder me.
You and your little cronies are under the false impression that this glossy tightness of words strung together somehow represent more than they ever have during the existence of man.

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 12:54 AM

if you actually knew how to wax philosophical, you'd know that you're spouting off complete and utter shit.
But let me spell it out for you so you stop getting descartes on my ass:
Most posts on this board suck.

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 12:55 AM

What do you mean? is it not obvious?
Or have you been numbed to the BLATANT and utter disregard for human intelligence?

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:04 AM

lets see, being part of your 'support' group..
or being an instigator.

i'll take the latter.

om1

09-08-2001, 01:04 AM

well language is how we communicate and represent
ourselves

it just depends on what self you choose to be

and my cronies aren't really here are they

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:08 AM

language and communication is a way to represent one's self as a suplement to body language, appearance, inflection, expression. It is by no means a sole method of getting inside someone's head.
Language was built on foundations that people seem to want to drop here. and the most golden part is that people think its somehow deep and innovative.

om1

09-08-2001, 01:11 AM

nah - it's what you make it

that's why we have great words like fuck and c**t

NuclearTreeFrog

09-08-2001, 01:12 AM

Ha Ha. Nah i make sense. Everything is meaningless in the end. So something cant be more meaningless than something else. Everything we do ends up being meaningless. So even if something has a greater impact on life it doesnt matter, because life itself is meaningless.

As for most posts on this board sucking I wont disagree with that. You can always just stop coming here or stick to the posts that dont suck. Like this one, its very entertaining. You wont see my name around here too often though.

"If I could only show you how I feel
Then you wouldnt bother me"

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:16 AM

uhhh.. no. the definition of words are what we make of them. the fact that we have a definition for words is/has been established in tribe and civilizations for years and years. before you start getting anthropological, take a smaller fucking step back and realize how people are retracting from actually saying stuff with substance.
simply put, most posts blow.

om1

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:20 AM

with your logic, humans should sit and stare at walls because nothing has meaning.
why is it that we need fucking extremes in this place. either smother eachother with lameass {{{hugs}}} or state that the world has no meaning.
how fucking stupid is that.

om1

09-08-2001, 01:21 AM

well - who wants substance?? - is that why we're here??

not i - not i

who wants it in a tube when you can have it on a plate

Jde-PJ

09-08-2001, 01:23 AM

Your right most posts blow, this one I am sure to some people blows as well.

So what is your point???

That all posts blow, you are correct, next subject!

I know someday you will have a beautiful life

Jason

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:24 AM

right. and so we land back to you and your cronies, here to massage each others egos.
it's good that you want to read stupid blatherings, because life is just about filling up that space between when you get pumped out of your mother's crotch to when they bury your carcass 6 feet under.

om1

09-08-2001, 01:27 AM

no - what's filling that space right now is the smell coming off of my dog

tangible

Jde-PJ

09-08-2001, 01:27 AM

I have no cronies, not sure if you do, but I do not need anyone doing anything to my ego.

do you?

I know someday you will have a beautiful life

Jason

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:30 AM

good, that's infinitely more valuable than a cyber-hug and cyber-support and cyber-kisses

om1

NuclearTreeFrog

09-08-2001, 01:34 AM

actually i think a mass suicide would be best. Suicide is the only true expression of free will. We are designed to survive and pass on our genes to the next generation. Even when we think we are exercising our free will we arent really. The only true way to exercise your free will would be to go against everything you have been genetically programmed to do and kill yourself. To recognize the bullshit meaningless existence and end it. That way you express your free will because you go against everything you have been programmed to do. Otherwhise you just ignore it and go along with what you have been designed to do like a robot. Convincing yourself you have free will and that your life has a purpose.

"If I could only show you how I feel
Then you wouldnt bother me"

ProfessorFrink

09-08-2001, 01:39 AM

some view life as a gift. not an attack on our free will. but if you're convinced suicide is the way to go...

"suck me beautiful"

_om_

09-08-2001, 01:39 AM

no.
we're programmed to survive only until we reproduce. after that, it doesn't fucking matter.
To exercise free will would be to get a fucking tubal which I plan on having within the next 5 years.

om1

NuclearTreeFrog

09-08-2001, 01:42 AM

after we reproduce we still have to take care of the offspring. So thats why we just dont die off i guess. And a gift? A brief moment of concsiousness in an eternity of nothingness. And lots of suffering in that brief moment. How happy can life be knowing its pointless and will end in an eternity of nothingness?

"If I could only show you how I feel
Then you wouldnt bother me"

ProfessorFrink

09-08-2001, 01:46 AM

if you're that miserable then why haven't you killed yourself already? there must be something keeping you from doing it.

"Half a bee, philosophically, must, ipso facto, half not be."

NuclearTreeFrog

09-08-2001, 01:48 AM

I am a coward. Besides its still against my nature. Like when the Terminator couldnt push the button to lower himself into that lava or whatever haha!

"If I could only show you how I feel
Then you wouldnt bother me"

RogueTrader

09-08-2001, 01:50 AM

At least I'm good at something.

M

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Howard Roark laughed......

09-08-2001, 01:53 AM

well somebody kill me - my dog found a skunk

ProfessorFrink

09-08-2001, 01:57 AM

I don't know what it is, but the skunks have been making their presence felt lately in southern Ontario. I think it's time to get the slingshot out.

"Hot as a monkey's bum."

09-08-2001, 01:58 AM

nah - that makes them spray

tried it

hehe

pearlmelon

09-08-2001, 02:02 AM

Because I don't like you, I decided to reply to this with the sole purpose of telling you that you suck ass. /images/laugh.gif...Fur someone who thinks this place sucks & is so pointless...looks like you spent more time here today then anyone else. /images/laugh.gif

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"Who taught that guy to stage dive feet first?...Only licensed stage divers from now on."

ProfessorFrink

09-08-2001, 02:03 AM

it's too bad I'm not living in a rural area because then I'd just shoot them. same with the raccoons.

C: Venezuelan Beaver Cheese?
O: Not -today-, sir, no.

mtgirl

09-08-2001, 02:45 AM

hehehehe suck me beautiful hehehehehe

..the music here has helped you work thru a few things (or dance and sing on top of them) - ed

brokenarrow

09-08-2001, 10:21 AM

hmmmm...I don't know what to make of this post, so I'm not going to make anything of it. It was interesting I'll say that...reminds me of when you yanked everyones chain last year after you left Synergy for a spell om....and told folks how much Philly 1 sucked ass. I knew you were just bustin' then, but I really don't know what's up now. I ain't gonna ask you if you're alright, wouldn't want to be labeled as a cyber cronie...but I will ask this...and this is for anyone who might have insight as it's gotten onto the relevance of our existence...you know, that moment when we've entered.

And I'm asking this because these things, these 5 items have been so important to me in survival over my 38 years.....
What about music, art, poetry, writings,.. theater/acting/playing pretend and dress up?? (I consider that one category)
Are they merely tools to express and get by until we bite the big one? Are they there for catharsis? Therapy? To help us through our existence? Are they tangible? You can't hold music...you can't hold a film....you can physically hold a painting or a book, but you can't hold the 'thought' that's going on behind it just as you can't hold anything on a computer screen. Is the computer merely an offshoot of the 5 things I've categorized up above-----> Should the list be bumped up to 6?

So many questions......did that even make any fuckin' sense at all?

don't bash me om. I'm just askin'

reallygroovN

09-08-2001, 11:24 PM

and i quote...

"but i get the idea that something changes when you meet someone in real life from the internet.
it fills in more holes than you had with the phone
which fills in more holes than you had with the chat program
which fills in more holes than you had with the pm
which fills in more holes than you had with the message board.
etc.

naturally the relationship of people who have seen and talked to each other in real time will be vastly different than the relationship of people who have simply sent a pm or two. We are mainly social animals.

this is just speculation, maybe -you- can attest to it.

om1"

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_om_

09-08-2001, 11:29 PM

I can't attest to it.
I was hiding from you and your friend on sept 1st, 2000.

om1

reallygroovN

09-08-2001, 11:36 PM

they are your words om, not mine. whether you were hiding from us or from yourself, that is your story. you missed meeting two of the nicest people you would ever want to meet. why were you afraid of that...of us?

_om_

09-08-2001, 11:41 PM

I wasn't afraid of anyone.
I choose not to meet people from the internet. That's where I draw my line.
Is that unbelievable to you?

om1

reallygroovN

09-08-2001, 11:50 PM

no om, i believe you...im just wondering why you choose to draw that particular line...

you see, as much as you deny it, you probably share more of yourself and your emotions online than many of us, including myself. i may send folks cyber hugs or talk about nonsence, but when im truly hurting i generaly reach for the phone or go and visit a friend...but you, you really open up and share yourself. we all know when you are depressed, when you are in pain, when you are happy, when you are confused, when you've been robbed, when a boy has done you wrong, when you like a song....

why is it so easy to share so much of yourself to us, the non-real cyber world, and so difficult to dance, shimmy, sing and party with real humans that you can touch and see?

_om_

09-09-2001, 12:00 AM

What I share here is perhaps a fraction of what I share with my friends. What you see as intensity is part of my personality. I think before I type. I convey my thoughts as lucidly as possible, just like a journalist describes a scene as best as he can, just like a poet tries to make you FEEL how those abused children feel as they point to the dolls (poetrywriter), just like a manual teaches you how to construct something.
Dancing is irrelevant.

om1

reallygroovN

09-09-2001, 12:08 AM

oh, so then the words that YOU write actually mean something, like poetry or journalism and the words that WE write are crap.

i see.

om, the earth revolves around the sun...not the om....and i leave you with this final question...

"Are you disillusioned by life that you need to make various posts talking about how bored you are, or spill your guts onto the internet hoping that you will get much-"needed" attention?
Do you understand that this medium is a bandaid for your waning social life?"

Tiger the Lion

09-09-2001, 12:11 AM

There's nothing wrong with not wanting to meet anyone from the internet.
At the same time there's nothing wrong with the (((_))) hug stuff.
I've said my piece
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_om_

09-09-2001, 12:13 AM

I don't make posts about how bored I am.
I don't spill my guts to you.
If I craved attention, then 95% of my posts wouldn't sink.
My social life is at an acceptable level, which is why I don't need to include more ppl to dance with.

Don't you think I'd be able to address the questions I ask?

om1

reallygroovN

09-09-2001, 01:07 PM

no, i dont...

because you do make posts about how bored you are (i like pizza, i like peas, etc.)

and you do make posts where you spill your guts (for instance this entire thread)

and since i dont know you, i wouldnt know about your social life, but since you say above that if we DID know you we would be disgusted by you, i wonder if this inner turmoil spills over into your social life.

and one can never have enough people to dance with.

and i bring up the whole idea about meeting in person since you seem to think that we all have such inauthentic relationships here, and it seems to me that you are saying that the more real relationships are ones that take place in the physical realm, so i am just wondering why you were so afraid to meet the people from the internet that you share so much of yourself with already.

and why is it, om, that you are free to spew forth your negativity yet we are marked as lame because we are not as tortured as yourself. are only tortured people, authentic and real? is it not just as real to be happy with ourselves and our lives? is it not just as real to try to offer support to our *friends*?

and is dance not as viable an artform as poetry and journalism?