Sometimes you want to go where everybuddy knows your name...

[13throwcenter]

Well this server is giving me fits but I persist because I must! This place has developed kind of a cool vibe lately- I'm getting used to the peeps here, just like I used to at Synergy ... suddenly the Cheers theme started playing through my head! But isn't it true... Sometimes you want to go where everybuddy knows your name... I don't know anyone over there anymore... I don't have much to say over there- I guess everything has been said before...I'm glad I have a place where I can still ramble my thoughts to my friends....(((Smirks)))...

I had a dream about Jammers last night- a bunch of us were on a plane bound for.... South Africa? I can't exactly recall who all was there except for Chewy, and I remember her because she was sitting in front of me and at one point she got pissed at me for using her curling iron? Whatever!!... Anyway... it was such a trip... I dream a lot about being on a plane and having a hell of a time getting into the air, it's more about the take off than the actual flight.... Wow, that's pretty descriptive of my life right now. I love how describing a dream ends up explaining something going on in your life, or an issue you are working on.... dreams are pretty amazing that way.

So I get to meet my probation officer today....woooo hoooooo! My very own PO!!! This should be interesting. I get to re-hash the story of the worst day of my life YET AGAIN!!!! YEAH!!!!! Ah well, I'm making strides in the right direction. Yup....when life gives you lemons, make lemonade....and I happen to LOVE lemonade.

Happy Tuesday, Jammers.



~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

just gotta reply before the error...

hey there 13...i love this place too! too many people over there too get to know anyone...and agree...although it is a great place to BS about PJ...its all been said...

good luck with the PO...maybe you can discuss your case with him over dinner???

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[shubugs]

jsut remember, he/she is just another person with a "title". they are getting paid to do a job, NOT judge you!, just your actions, I guarantee you, a coupla regular visits, and if he/she is a decent person, they'll tell you - you don't even have to report, just call in
keep your chin up babe, make lemonade, and rememver what a story for the grandchildren, "grandma, the ex-con :) :)
jsut teasing with you, ya know :)
hugs from bugs :)

"Push ME and I will Resist".....EV

[13throwcenter]

Hey bugs... I take it you are speaking with a voice of experience? haha...good stuff. She was not the warmest person. I'm just another criminal in her eyes. My chin is up for the most part... the best part of a no-contact order is I don't have to talk to the asshole who sent me over the edge. "I can see clearly now the rain is gone..."



~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[13throwcenter]

nice thought Chris, unfortunately (?) my PO is female. I was not impressed with her at all, although she seemed to like my Coach bag.... I guess she can't be TOO bad if she is a Coach connosieur (sp) like me!



~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[shubugs]

oh yeah, MUCH experience, but the best part is, i can laugh about it now, trust me, you will too real real soon!!!
everything happens for a reason, i TRULY believe that, even this has a purpose, it just will take some time to figure it out, but eventually it will make sense some how..........
glad to see your chin is UP :) :) :)

"Push ME and I will Resist".....EV

[13throwcenter]

So, does this mean we are the kind of bad girls that guys don't like? I want to be that kind of bad girl that guys love :)



~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[shubugs]

oh no babe - they LOVE us!!! they think were sexy jail birds!!!
i have had many many guys laugh at my story of jail :)
anyway if a guy judges you just because you've "done time" isn't worth it!!!

"Push ME and I will Resist".....EV

[13throwcenter]

okay, well good, cuz I'm really just a good girl with bad girl tendencies... I'm not out to break any hearts or anything, trouble just has a way of finding me.

~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

thats too bad 13...i was thinking a PO would keep you in line and out of jail...

anyway, good luck with her...hopefully she will see you for the awesome person you are!

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[13throwcenter]

so because my PO is female that means I am going to be out of line and back in jail??? Sheeeeesh.... you think I have no self control of my own???? /images/tongue.gif



~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

no sandi...thats not what i meant /images/tongue.gif what i meant was that a nice PO man could sweep you off your feet and "take care of you"...unless there is something i don't know about you a woman PO wont do the trick...



~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[Phil]

(13 Enters)
13: Afternoon everybody
Everybody: SANDI!!!!
Smirks: How's a Tanq and Tonic sound, Ms. Heinrich?
13: Pretty nervous if I'm in the room!

/images/laugh.gif

[13throwcenter]

LOL... good one Phil!!!
Unfortunately, I'm supposed to stay away from alcohol and any place whose primary means of business is the sale of alcohol until I am off probation! yeeeeeeah, riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. Like that is going to happen.

~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

up and up, here she comes! can i join you???

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[13throwcenter]

pleeeeeeaaaase do! just don't tell my PO, k? Promise?

Really you need to get up here and hook me up, dude.

~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

OK...i may have a weekend i am coming north...not this weekend...i am throwing a surprise party for mom..its her 50th this year...

not next weekend, although the party is this weekend, her birthday is st. pattys day so i need to see her that day...

but the 23rd, 24th...i may come up...i just gotta talk to another friend in town...

keep your fingers crossed...

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[13throwcenter]

okay, I will, just promise you won't tell my PO!!! I might have to hang low... paranoia doesn't make for good fun :)

~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

i vow not to tell any PO's or OP's...or OB's for that matter!

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[13throwcenter]

oooookay, keep the OB's out of the discussion, please! I don't even want to think about THAT!!!



~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[csmooth24]

all this talk about you needing to 'get some' makes me wonder what we are talking about....LOL /images/smile.gif PO's??? OB's???

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[edvedderismyhero]

I always hear the Cheers theme here too...and over at CJWM...it's AWESOME...I swear I would not be such a big Pearl Jam fan and Pearl Jam would not be such a huge and important part of my life without these people and all these people here... :)




Lauren

Screws fall out all the time, the world's an imperfect place

[13throwcenter]

well, I dunno, I was just following your lead... or was I? I dunno, I'm sooooooo confused.... I just know I need to 'get some'. What ARE we talking about?! hehe

~.~.~.~.~
And the rivers shall open for the righteous, someday.

[reallygroovN]

oh, i know what sani wants /images/tongue.gif

[shubugs]

I know what ya mean about trouble finding you babe, i;ve had my share of that!!
a few weeks ago, when i lost my job, i was about to just give up on everything, i must have listened to Ed's cover of "trouble" atleast 100 times, i cried, screamed, and even threw things, but after i got it all out, i felt better, put my nose to the grind, and came out much better off!!
at the time it happened, i NEVER believed that this particular cloud did have a silver lining, but it DID!!!
you're half way there, and that's a great start!
have a great day, write soon :)

"Push ME and I will Resist".....EV