losing my mind

[Not_Trapped]

i lost it - it's been a bad weekend - i start class tomorrow - i don't feel like going - someone told me once that sometimes you just have to cry - tonight - something - i don't know - when it rains pours - i don't really like people - i have my sesame street beanies in here - i think i can live with that


you gave me rest
you held me in your hands
you wouldn't let me fall
you stole my heart
and you took my breath away
you took me in
you took me deeper
'cause you're all i wanted

you are all i need
you are everything
everything

[Jde-PJ]

Hi Dominic, hope you got some sleep, and you have a good class today.


feel better

oh and I love that song, it means a lot to me.

[yer ardy]

{{{{{=dominic}}}}}

[Buannan]

i lost it - it's been a bad weekend - i start class tomorrow - i don't feel like going - someone told me once that sometimes you just have to cry - tonight - something - i don't know - when it rains pours - i don't really like people - i have my sesame street beanies in here - i think i can live with that


you gave me rest
you held me in your hands
you wouldn't let me fall
you stole my heart
and you took my breath away
you took me in
you took me deeper
'cause you're all i wanted

you are all i need
you are everything
everything
you know dommie dear...sometimes we all do need to cry...crying actually releases an enzyme that helps make us feel better...if you need the physiological reason, you now have it...personally...I think it's insane to hold back your emotions, as long as they won't harm anyone else...if they are that strong, go with it...your body knows what it needs
and I'm always around if you need a sounding board or a shoulder
:)

[csmooth24]

keep your head up and keep on...keep truckin'!

[Not_Trapped]

i couldnt cry - i just felt like it - people can't handle my emotions so it's probably better if i turn them off - sometimes you look around you and you realize that there's no one close - i look at my life and i wonder what i do to make it that way - there are certain people i just can't be around but ALL people? i don't think it's that bad so why are they all gone?

here it is - i went a whole semester in law school and thought i had friends - then at the end of the semester sarah and i started doing whatever. thursday she says she doesn't want to do whatever anymore. not a good way to start a semester. today i started classes - i'm broke - no books, yet - sarah won't even talk to me...as if all we ever were were people that had sex together - i always thought that before that happens you have to be friends - we didn't fight - it just sort of didn't work on her end. but, we were never friends, i guess. but, anyway - i get to school - everyone is talking to everyone - cept me - a few people say hi but scurry away. i go to my mailbox and find inside my adidas bucket hat, two necklaces, and a guitar pick - the hat and necklaces just left at her house along the way but, BUT...the guitar pick is something i gave to her and she didn't want it. doesn't want me...never did i guess - just like everyone else. what do i do - for the people who have met me - that's me - open the gates - oh well -

i should've went to california -

[fs0652]

its funny that you put this post up here, cuz i was sort of going to put something similar up last night, not the same, but similar...

if you saw what i wrote about the spoken word song, you can see that i recently had a similar thing occur to me with a gril that i thought was going to end up different. it has actually been nearly a year and i am just starting to not have those days...

not to get into what i was going to write, but i definitely know who you feel about being alone sometimes, and i fealt that way alot while in dental school as i have fealt that alot of times in my life. and while i dont want to be that way, i find myself wondering sometimes what do i do to make it that way? and that is kind of what i ws feeling last night.
i dont want to be alone and yet i keep finding myself that way...

you are not the only one that feels this way sometimes... trust me

[Buannan]

its funny that you put this post up here, cuz i was sort of going to put something similar up last night, not the same, but similar...

if you saw what i wrote about the spoken word song, you can see that i recently had a similar thing occur to me with a gril that i thought was going to end up different. it has actually been nearly a year and i am just starting to not have those days...

not to get into what i was going to write, but i definitely know who you feel about being alone sometimes, and i fealt that way alot while in dental school as i have fealt that alot of times in my life. and while i dont want to be that way, i find myself wondering sometimes what do i do to make it that way? and that is kind of what i ws feeling last night.
i dont want to be alone and yet i keep finding myself that way...

you are not the only one that feels this way sometimes... trust me
I can honestly say there is not ONE single person in the seattle area that I can call up and even go do coffee with...and I've lived here for 6 years


you're not alone dommie dear...believe me
people fade in and out of other people's lives...sometimes it's because of something you've done...sometimes it's because of something they've done....usually it's just because...and it does get lonely....but, just as people fade away...more people fade in...it's a balance...an ebb and flow
hang in there
:)

[fs0652]

hearts and thoughts they fade away...

[Buannan]

hearts and thoughts they fade away...
exactly

[fs0652]

I can honestly say there is not ONE single person in the seattle area that I can call up and even go do coffee with...and I've lived here for 6 years


you're not alone dommie dear...believe me
people fade in and out of other people's lives...sometimes it's because of something you've done...sometimes it's because of something they've done....usually it's just because...and it does get lonely....but, just as people fade away...more people fade in...it's a balance...an ebb and flow
hang in there
:)

this is off the subject, but one night i was feeling sad and i read buannan's signature " it's not the letting go that hurts, it's the holding on" and it made me realize that was what was really prolonging my sadness and i just decided to let it go. it really helped me...

not that that has anything to do with you dominic... i just saw that signature again and it made me think...
sometimes people on here can help you in ways that they dont even realize...
thanks...

[Not_Trapped]

ebb and flow - the tide just goes out - one way train - goin' insane

it's not just a girl - it's all the people that i thought were my friends - people i've listened to when they needed to get something off their chest and now they have to do something if i say "hey, do you think we can talk" - why do people have to be that way -

[ProfessorFrink]

tonight, I read FS0652's signature... and it crushed my hopes and dreams.

[Not_Trapped]

i don't think i should be listening to AIC tonight -

[fs0652]

ebb and flow - the tide just goes out - one way train - goin' insane

it's not just a girl - it's all the people that i thought were my friends - people i've listened to when they needed to get something off their chest and now they have to do something if i say "hey, do you think we can talk" - why do people have to be that way -

cuz people are selfish, it's rare to find someone who actually listens, most people just wait for their turn to talk, they dont really listen.
i think that good people tend to be much better frineds to most people than they get back in return, at least that is how i feel alot of the time.

[fs0652]

sorry... it is from "deep thought's by jack handey"
but alot of times that is how i feel about my patients :)

i'll try to find a happier one for you...

[Buannan]

i don't think i should be listening to AIC tonight -
dommie....seriously...if you need a shoulder...I've been there..in ways you don't have a clue about...but I have learned that when I need people the most is when I seem the most alone...all my so-called friends have deserted me when I needed them the most...I learned a couple of things from that...first of all...you can only rely on yourself...so love and accept yourself for whom you are...and secondly...when someone needs you..and you care about them...be there for them....no matter what their problem is or what is going on in your life...if you truly care...be there for them

I truly care dominic

[ProfessorFrink]

sorry... it is from "deep thought's by jack handey"
but alot of times that is how i feel about my patients :)

i'll try to find a happier one for you...

change it to this Jack Handey quote: "I bet a real big problem in Yodeling class is people just coming and yodeling right off the bat. You see, we build to that"

[Buannan]

this is off the subject, but one night i was feeling sad and i read buannan's signature " it's not the letting go that hurts, it's the holding on" and it made me realize that was what was really prolonging my sadness and i just decided to let it go. it really helped me...

not that that has anything to do with you dominic... i just saw that signature again and it made me think...
sometimes people on here can help you in ways that they dont even realize...
thanks...
you're welcome...such a common sensical statement...yet so powerful

[fs0652]

you're welcome...such a common sensical statement...yet so powerful

or its just a good swift kick in the ass... :)

[Buannan]

or its just a good swift kick in the ass... :)
lol...we all need that sometimes....pretty much I can always use that
;)

[fs0652]

is this any better frink?

[ProfessorFrink]

is this any better frink?

that makes me feel better about myself. so yes.