I don't want to be alone today

[13throwcenter]

It's 9am and I'm already wondering how the hell I am going to make it through this day. Asher is usually with me on Wednesdays and I won't be seeing him until at least next week and I miss him. I have no energy to do anything. I feel numb and dazed and I just want to sleep until this goes away but I can't sleep and I can't even cry anymore. No more tears left, I guess.




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What if the Hokey-Pokey *is* what it's all about?

[anotherchild]

everything will be okay, just listen to some music......REALLY LOUD
i hope you feel better soon (((((Sandi)))))

[csmooth24]

you're not alone sandi...everyone here is with you...keep your head up and look forward to seeing asher next week! get a nice picture of your boy and put in smile! /images/smile.gif and try to put one on your face...smiles have a way of brightening the spirit... /images/smile.gif/images/smile.gif/images/smile.gif

~chris
http://www.culturedpearls.com/pearljam/images/alive2.gif

[northwoodsamyII]

never be alone.....


sandi love, you are not alone. we are here, thought separated by our cyber bounds and miles of geography between..we're all there in spirit with you.


Hold onto the thread
the currents will shift...........

we are all here from you and it's good Asher is gone now so you can do what you need to do- which is focus on finding peace within yourself.......


I am wishing you a well......
mind and peace within yourself.............


love to you today and always......

TO MY FRIENDS, I'M NOT A DRUNK DRIVER...I'M PRESIDENT ELECT.

[Phil]

((((((((((((Sandi)))))))))))))


Keep pushing on...... Listen to some PJ /images/smile.gif

I think your situation calls for a selection off Vs...... If I were in a situation like yours I'd be fucking blasting this one.....



I will light the match this morning
So I won't be alone
Watch as she lies silent
For soon night will be gone
Oh, I will stand arms outstretched
Pretend I'm free to roam
Oh, I WILL MAKE MY WAY THROUGH ONE MORE DAY.... yeah

How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?

I will hold the candle
Till it burns up my arm
HEY I'LL KEEP TAKING PUNCHES
UNTIL THEIR WILL GROWS TIRED
I will stare the sun down
Until my eyes go blind
Hey I WON'T CHANGE DIRECTION
AND I WON'T CHANGE MY MIND

How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?

I'll swallow poison
Until I grow immune
I WILL SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT
TILL IT FILLS THIS ROOM

How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?

[GirlNewton]

sandi you're not alone- look at all these posts! we're all here for ya, just put on the music and think of us ((((((hug))))))

"Guano-bowls.. collect the whole set!"

"Guano-bowls.. collect the whole set!"

[_sysiphus_]

I'm a little late but I'm still here

"I thank you for helping me learn how to think, but I reserve the right to determine WHAT I think."

[RogueTrader]

Never fails to lift my mood. Like Ed says on the Prague, Manchester and Wembly boots...."I was having a couple of hard days, and Matt had this album by the Las....."

Get it out, pop it in, cranck that fucker up!!!!!!!

M

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25 in 30 Days, Makes this room feel like home

[panther-girl]

we are with you in spirit if not in person.....
how's it going sandi? my 13th row center friend :)
sanderson..... sand-in-my-shoes..... sand-i-lator.....
gonna go think of some more for ya....
hope they amuse you as much as they are amusing me.....

[13throwcenter]

hehe, that's cute. One of my friend's brothers used to call me "gritty" instead of Sandi.

God, did I just admit that?




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What if the Hokey-Pokey *is* what it's all about?

[yer ardy]

ok so i'm a day late...smirks board wouldn't let me in yesterday for some reason...anyways....

just know that yer never alone...
we're like gnats....
we're gonna be in yer face and
bugging the piss outta ya til the
end of time....
one way or another...
if you even THINK of one of us...
our work is done... /images/smile.gif

{{{{{{sandi}}}}}

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if i had one dollar for every brain you don't have, i would have one dollar

[shubugs]

oh sandi, i'm sooooooo with you, pop over to synergy and read my post......
hugs to you today and always, you're NOT alone

ps misery loves company, here i am....

"Push ME and I will Resist".....EV